here were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window
I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made
There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now.
I trying harder and harder to fight in this life
dont ask god to make your life easier
ask him to make you stronger to face your life
and that is the thing i am doing right now.